Hello once again.
There’s a whole lot to say, but I will not lie, it is almost bedtime and I am quite spent. However, I can still make an attempt…
Firstly, the good news! I am still making things and continuing on. The Ariph MV was one project among many that I have yearned to see realized, and I made it so! Thanks to everyone involved with that… And, following that line, I redoubled my efforts to finalize my vision in the Solliss MV / Morale Bolstering Message video and all else. There was a great need to create these things, same as all else I have done, and I am grateful to those who pitched in and helped, and grateful to those who not only dutifully awaited its completion, but watched those youtube videos and gave me feedback! (and sharing, liking, commenting, subscribing, bazooka-ing, and Lance blasting— all of that good stuff!)
It was an enjoyable experience, to be certain.
And, before I move on, I would like to take a moment to say that if I notice someone donating a decent chunk of change to me through my ko-fi account,
(and they’re in my discord server – so please let me know if you are and I didn’t realize it if you met this criteria) but, if I see that, I grant them a benefactor role in my server to see some behind the scenes photos, videos, ideas, and words about projects like these in a special channel. I can’t notice everything, so I’m saying it now just in case you’re there and haven’t been thanked personally in this way!
This is thanks for supporting me with more than just praise! Although, that goes a long way too… I can’t promise it’s worth throwing money at me, so don’t do that unless you were going to already.
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With that goodness out of the way, let me address something not-so-good.
(For those whose first exposure to this situation is this blogpost, I apologize.)
There are some people out there who have taken it upon themselves to be removed from my community for their misdeeds, be it sexual pest behavior (online and offline), lying, cheating, harassment, grooming, real life misconduct (sexual), boundary crossing, inviting bad actors… you get the gist. But, despite the fact that they have been removed for these reasons or others, they have made it their new past-time to fabricate lies in adjacent spaces to soften their own self-betrayals. ”We did nothing.” “There were no reasons why!” And if that was it, then you wouldn’t hear anything from me.
And, for the last few years, you haven’t.
However, as these years have gone by, it has gone further than that. These lies have twisted to be directed at me and others in this community in a more serious manner as the ranks of trash-taken-out drag themselves to a so-called “safe space” to whip up false accusations and libel.
In private, perhaps they’ve always felt this way, but they are seemingly incapable of separating themselves from my work, despite holding this disdain for me, and are emboldened enough to say all of this publicly, (so long as I am not there to respond to it.) They are so far gone that they flirt with the idea that they can lie and cheat their way into taking everything I’ve made— and remove me from it.
That won’t be happening.
I have long been keeping my mouth shut about these people publicly, in the hopes that they would know what’s best for them and make a life elsewhere. But that was wishful thinking.
Last month, I exposed the creator / leader of a fan terminal 00 discord server who was a known alt account abuser / bad-actor in the community. “satorsoren” He has an entire google document on him, and is well-known to older users here, but let’s just say that he’s not a stable person and that he enjoys projecting onto other people. Anyhow, with just one news post made about him in my server, he and all of my “old-friends-who-are-now-my-enemies” that were happily just “chilling out” left their own “totally chill” server within a few hours...
Normal, right?
Anyway, setting aside the fact that they were all friends and only one of them was dating this guy- and only one of these guys was dating the one that was dating the other one, and the other one was only on the list to date everyone else if he so wanted to—
Hahaha, well, I’m pretty fucked up for thinking that they might be connected. :)
And so, they left in a flash! However, I wasn’t even started yet! I think it would have been quite interesting to tell a tale or two about the disgusting polycule, cheating, and manipulations they’ve exposed me to over the years. It would be a terrible waste of time to prepare all of my documents, that’s for sure, but it would clear away many uncertainties that outsiders have about what is true and what is not.
To whom it may concern: If one revelation about your “not-friend” has you running like this, how will you cope when I reveal truths about you? In the past, I chose to allow your legacy to be left where it lay, that you should be yet another person who merely went their separate way, and yet, that wasn’t enough for you.
When people who are either connected, or are involved as creators of big fan creations such as the multi-probe thing or a 001b terminal – or both – start accusing me of crimes in adjacent spaces, lie about my reasonings or opinions of things, obfuscate events and timelines and relationships, to make themselves look better and/or turn people away from the community that you were already kicked out of— or otherwise stand idly by while their “friends/partners” do as such, well, you ultimately give me little choice.
Something has to be said, even if it is only a simple thing such as this to start with.
Additionally, this is another reason why I have severed ties with certain people through the 001b community section. I know there have been concerns from fans of these removed sections, and, apologies, but none of that will be coming back to my website.
Well, it is time to sleep, so I’ll be doing that. Thank you for taking the time to read through this.